Since the Clearing, my panic attacks have subsided, and I don’t feel the same levels of intense fear and panic as I was feeling before. I no longer have suicidal thoughts, or thoughts that I am bad or damaged, or evil. The intrusive thoughts have mostly subsided and I am not having the same nightmares or anxiety attacks. I feel clearer about what I want in life and what I do not want. And I think I have a bit more patience and acceptance than I did before.

For at least a week following the Clearing, I was feeling horrible. I couldn’t stop crying or feeling confused or sad or upset…I was extremely depressed. But then I started to calm down and even out. It’s been a very gradual progression. It seemed like I was releasing a lot of negativity and emotions, and I am still doing that now…but I notice that I just have a more level state of mind.

Unfortunately, I’ve been depressed periodically and sometimes feel like I want to escape. I also still cry randomly and feel aggravated and angry about my past. But it seems like I can deal with it better than I could before. I think I am able to talk to myself and relax instead of exploding and making a big deal out of nothing. I am still hurting over my breakup, but I am making it through more easily and have more faith I am on a positive path and things will get better.

I have been inspired to make several adjustments to my lifestyle since the Clearing. I no longer have a desire to eat meat or poultry or anything so I have become a vegetarian. Additionally, I have no interest in fake sugars and processed food. In fact, I’m trying to be extremely healthy: Nine days ago I joined the gym and have been actually able to work out regularly. As a result, I have more energy. I am also happy to report that I have let go of a lot of people in my life who are not supportive or beneficial to my healing.

A couple of times recently, I consumed alcohol more than I meant to, but following those occurrences I thought to myself, “I really don’t want this substance in my body.” I have no desire to smoke pot or do drugs at all, nor do I crave to drink. I am currently practicing abstinence and I now see sex as more of a sacred, loving act to be shared with someone I really care for.

I have been really withdrawn from everyone during this process. Spending time alone is really important to me right now. And since most people from my old life do not support my new lifestyle or believe in this process. I have started to hang out with new people who are more in tune with me. And I am grateful that my new group of friends is getting to know the me now, not the me in the past.

I think I was expecting some crazy miraculous event to take place that would magically heal me. But I’ve realized, I have received what I needed and I now I have to put the work in myself. I have been able to let go of a lot of pain, anxiety attacks, fear, etc– feelings that were preventing me from moving forward. And although I feel heartache still, I know that will pass, too. My life has definitely improved in many ways and I now have to tools to help it continue to improve.

Prior to the clearing, our daughter spent a lot of time surfing the Internet, listening to music on her iPod and talking to friends on her cell phone.  As time passed she began to withdraw from her family and engage in self-destructive activities like cutting, piercing and drug and alcohol usage.  Her depression reached such a deep state that she contemplated suicide.  Fortunately, we discovered her condition before it was too late and acted quickly.

We felt that our daughter’s abnormal behavior was being influenced by negative energies that had somehow entered her mind. We also believed that our daughter could regain her normal state of health and behavior without being institutionalized or treated with powerful drugs that have negative side effects.  A relative introduced your program to us, and we immediately requested your help in clearing the negative entities.  In addition, we knew that our daughter needed 24 hour intensive care, so we enrolled her in an eight-week outdoor behavioral health program for at-risk teenagers.  The combination of removing the negative influences from inside and providing a healthy wilderness program in the mountains with weekly counseling gradually transformed our daughter’s life.

In eight weeks, our daughter progressed from being on suicide watch 24/7 to being a leader of her wilderness group.  In weekly letters she commented several times about the transformation in clarity of mind that she was experiencing.  She knew nothing about the clearing process that had been performed for her prior to beginning the outdoor program.  Our daughter’s counselor and program director also remarked about the tremendous progress she had made during the eight weeks.  It was obvious to us that Helen’s program had paved the way for our daughter to gain maximum benefit from the outdoor behavioral health program and progress faster than other at-risk teenagers in her group.

Following the outdoor program we immediately enrolled our daughter in a therapeutic boarding school for wilderness graduates to stabilize her transformation and ensure that a relapse of depression did not occur in the future.  Our daughter’s experience at the boarding school has been extraordinary.  While other students have had a difficult time adjusting to the highly structured daily routine, our daughter had a remarkably smooth transition.  Since her arrival she has made steady progress, and begun to overcome her social anxiety.  Our communication with her has become completely frictionless.  During our first Parent Visit she showered us with love and affection.  We feel that our daughter has been able to take advantage of the school’s program because the inner obstacles to growth and development were Cleared through your Deep Transformative Clearing.

We highly recommend that any parent of an at-risk teenager use “You Deserve to Be Clear” in conjunction with an appropriate counseling program to restore the well-being of their son or daughter.  Helen’s deep intuitive understanding of how to remove the negative energies that cause at-risk teenagers to engage in self-destructive behavior is instrumental to the recovery process.